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Walt Disney World Bucket list

2011-06-03T16:41:00.000-07:00

I leave in two day and i still have some packing to do. next week i'll post my fanime pictures and talk about that whole weekend. right now, i want to make my bucket list of things i want to do at Disney World during my six months up there.

~~Ride every ride in the Magic Kingdom~~
~~See every parade in the Magic Kingdom~~
Dress up and attend the Mickey's Not-So-Scary Halloween Party
~~Walk around the Magic Kingdom during Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party~~
Take pictures with my favorite Disney characters
~~Visit and eat at every pavillion in the World Showcase in Epcot~~
~~Watch Illuminations in Epcot~~
Go to the Epcot International Food & Wine Festival
Go through the American Film Institute Showcase in Disney's Hollywood Studios
~~See Beauty and the Beast - Live on Stage in Disney's Hollywood Studios~~
~~Watch Fantasmic in Disney's Hollywood Studios~~
Try to see the Star Wars Weekend event in Disney's Hollywood Studios
Go on every ride in the Animal Kingdom
~~See the Festival of the Lion King in the Animal Kingdom~~
~~See Finding Nemo - The Musical in the Animal Kingdom~~
Go on the Characters in Flight in Downtown Disney
Spend a whole day in DisneyQuest
~~Go to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter~~
~~See Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2~~
See Winnie the Pooh
See Don't Be Afraid of the Dark
See The Muppets Movie
See Rise of the Planet of the Apes

30 Days of Disney Meme

2011-04-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

found this while lurking around livejournal and decided to do it because i need something to distract me until I leave to Florida. I'm be doing this for all of April and in May I'll be doing something different.

Day #1: Your favorite character
Day #2: Your favorite princess
Day #3: Your favorite heroine
Day #4: Your favorite prince
Day #5: Your favorite hero
Day #6: Your favorite animal
Day #7: Your favorite sidekick
Day #8: Your favorite villain
Day #9: Your favorite original character (Mickey, Minnie, Donald, Goofy, etc.)
Day #10: Your favorite song
Day #11: Your favorite love song
Day #12: Your favorite villain song
Day #13: Your least favorite song
Day #14: Your favorite kiss
Day #15: The first movie you saw
Day #16: Your favorite classic
Day #17: Your least favorite classic
Day #18: Your favorite Pixar film
Day #19: Your least favorite Pixar film
Day #20: Favorite sequel
Day #21: An overrated movie
Day #22: An underrated movie
Day #23: A movie that makes you laugh
Day #24: A movie that makes you cry
Day #25: Your favorite scene from your favorite movie
Day #26: Saddest death
Day #27: Your favorite quote
Day #28: Your favorite Disney animated TV series
Day #29: Your least favorite Disney animated TV series
Day #30: Your favorite live action Disney Film

A Dream is A Wish Your Heart Makes

2011-03-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

Today I received my acceptance email to the Walt Disney World College Program. I Can't even describe how excited I am. I have been trying to get into this program since the end of my senior year of high school and now I'm in the middle of my second year in college and finally going to florida! i still haven't found out my arrival date but i do know i'll be working in the Main Entrance Operations.

Blaze Away

2011-03-19T18:55:00.000-07:00

So I just finished my Phone Interview with the Disney College Program Recruiter,Christie, and my heart is still pounding. I believe I did fine on the interview but during two questions so asked me my voice started to crack and I felt really stupid. She asked me about my basic information, about past work experience and the roles I selected. She mostly Focused on Main Entrance Operations (one of my top Choices) so hopefully they're considering me for one of those roles. She said that I will be contacted in 3-4 but i hope I find out sooner. He's hoping for the best.

Dreaming of Screaming

2011-03-10T01:30:00.000-08:00

This morning started off terrible. The rest of my day was ok; boring but ok. It was all because of a dream i had.
It was dark and I was in an unfamiliar park. the only light coming from the nearby street lamps. i could see a small playground at the other end other the park. i followed the concrete path that wrapped around and through the park. After walking for some time, I came upon a area marked off by yellow police tape. it was obvious there had been a crime committed there and i was curious at what might have happened. looking over on the crime scene, i saw the most horrifying sight i hope to never see again. In a large hole in front of a enormous wall laid my dad. I ran to his laying form. His eyes were closed as if he were sleeping but he didn't move no matter how much i shook him or called his name. He wasn't breathing. He was dead. As I leaned over his body crying, I saw my family standing behind the police tape. they just stood there.
I woke up crying. All i could see was that image of my dad, laying in that hole alone.

Love Yourself

2011-02-04T02:16:00.000-08:00

So WOW, November was the last time i posted anything. It's funny because i probably had some time during this month to post things i wanted to but always get distracted by something on the internet. so let me talk about school first.
On Monday and Wednesday from 1:30 to 3:15, I have my Introduction to Fiction Writing class. I absolutely love this class. On Monday from 5:30 to 9:15, I have my Film Genre: Science Fiction Cinema class. I like this class but on some days it seems to last hours. On Wednesday from 6:30 to 10:15, I have mt Survey of Popular Culture. I kind of like it but this class seems to last FOREVER! I don't know if I want to continue with this class.
On to the next topic, Jobs. I really need a job. just a part time job but most of the places I've applied for tell me that I don't have much credentials. That I need more work history. GRRR! I'm still looking but it can of makes me feel kind of pathetic and hopeless when I get rejected. I actually really want to apply at the Disney Store over at the mall.
Other that that, Bang Pow is still in business. I really didn't think that our last comic, Cog Unlimited, was good enough to win that contest but it was fun working on it. We're working on a new comic now and i think if we spend more time on the story first, this may turn out good.

song of power

2010-11-18T11:19:00.000-08:00

wow, haven't posted anything in more than a month. when then, here's a little update. classes have been ok but i dropped my bio class because i don't pay attention and didn't do so well on the last 2 exams. I'll just take it later. I'm a little stress about my English class and i absolutely love my mythology class.

Me and Bryan decided to make a comic for all the conventions we plan to go to (fanime) but i haven't been concentration on that three weeks ago, we heard about a talent search by Yen Press to get your manga published and we decided to enter. We have now formed our own manga group known a BANG POW comics which includes me, Bryan, Kayleigh, and Rory. Kayleigh and myself are the writers for our group so this is all I've been concentrating on. i really hope that we get our work noticed in this contest because i can imagine do this for a living. it would actually be a dream come true. the only thing I'm worried about if finishing a story in time for Bryan to draw it. the deadline is January 3. I hope my story's good enough.

On a side note, i felt like such an idiot for what i did yesterday. I know it sounds stupid but I've sort of been talking to this guy in my English class who likes One Piece. I don't really talk to him much in class but he's really nice. I don't even know his name though. well anyway, yesterday i deliberately waited till he came out of our classroom just to talk to him for a moment. he had to go and said bye so i went to the Le Cafe to do my homework and like 10 minutes later i saw him outside next to the window i saw sitting in front of. he didn't turn toward the window so he didn't see me and walked away. i realized after he left how much i wished he might have saw me and came inside to talk to me. the whole time i was in there i kept looking through the window hoping he might come back.
Now, I'm not getting my hopes up to much that something might happen (probably because i know after this semester i won't see him again) but i kind of want to talk to him more. first i should probably ask him his name. : P

How do you get to Wonderland?

2010-10-12T23:17:00.000-07:00

Well, another day of disappointment. I got another rejection letter for the Disneyland College Program. despite how sad i was when i read the letter, It just means I need to try harder next time and makes me more determined for the next time i can apply for the program (which is in march).

The World goes on

2010-10-04T19:16:00.000-07:00

Had my Disneyland Phone Interview just a few minutes ago and I believe I was considerably better during this interview than the last on. I was told at the end of the interview that I would be contacted sometime between 2-4 weeks. these next few weeks are going to be torture just waiting for that call.
Tomorrow we leave for Disneyland! But I still need to finish my essay for my English class by at least 2am on Tuesday night. I'm really excited to see the elecTRONica on Friday. It looks like the GlowFest but with a TRON theme.

* Pictures from Disney Blog

I hope your happy

2010-10-01T10:37:00.000-07:00

So I took the web interview for the Disneyland College program and passed. I also set up my date for my phone interview which is on Monday at 6:30 pm. Then the day after that, I leave to Disneyland until Saturday!

Keep Trying

2010-09-30T23:13:00.000-07:00

I got my letter from the Disney World College Program and was reject :( But I'm not giving up so easily. Tomorrow I'm going to call up and ask about applying for the College Program in Disneyland. I'm going to keep trying no matter how long it takes.

IT'S BEEN 1 WEEK SINCE YOU LOOKED AT ME!

2010-09-25T20:47:00.000-07:00

So it has been one week since my phone interview and since I started school. I wish my email or letter would come sooner and tell me if I'm accepted or not. Schools pretty good so far. while my English teacher is a little boring, his class is interesting enough. both my Mythology and Biology teachers seem pretty fun. So here's my schedule for this quarter:

MONDAY:
12:30 - 1:20 ~ English
4:00 - 5:15 ~ Mythology and Folklore

TUESDAY:
10:30 - 12:15 ~ Biology

WEDNESDAY:
12:30 - 1:20 ~ English
4:00 - 5:15 ~ Mythology and Folklore

THURSDAY:
10:30 - 12:15 ~ Biology
12:30 - 3:20 ~ Biology Lab

FRIDAY:
12:30 - 1:20 ~ English

Gallop

2010-09-17T23:53:00.000-07:00

So today at 10:15, I had my phone interview for the Disney College program. like many people who have done this interview advise, I had a smile on my face during the whole interview. the only thing that felt weird was my voice sound really deep and harsh at some points during my interview. It made me a little worried about how my interviewer might interpret that. despite that, I believe i did very well for myself because I felt very confident in myself. the only thing that kind of got me down was that most of the questions she asked me was about my past experiences and what if questions on ticket operation. while I did put it on my list for roles I'd do, it was #4 on my list. I guess this was because the only job I ever had was ticket scanning at shoreline. I hope they might consider Vacation planner because I told her that that was the job I was most interested in. well, it doesn't really matter much to me. These next 3 weeks will be torture as I wait for my letter telling me if I am accepted or not.

Deep in the Darkest Blue

2010-09-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

Today I took the Web Interview for the Disney College Program and passed! I was so excited that I called right away to set up my phone interview date. Now my phone interview is tomorrow and although I'm nervous, I'm too excited to about it to really feel scared.

Human Again

2010-08-31T20:52:00.000-07:00

That time has come again. Once again, I applied for Disney but for the College program. I have to wait until the 16th to do my web based interview. It's this stupid web interview that always gets me. I take it and they always say REJECTED! I won't give up
.

Unbalanced Kiss

2010-06-23T14:35:00.000-07:00

last night i had a weird dream.

I was walking to school but i was in an area I've never been in. Soon I came to a wired fence with another wired fence about 4 feet away from the first one that formed a path to who knows where. The was an opening in the first gate so, i went in and walked down the path until i came upon another opening in the second gate and went through that one as well. What was beyond the opening was like a swamp of some sort but when i looked back to the other side of the fence, it was the city. 'how strange,' I thought. I walked through the swamp until i saw what looked to be a little convenience store. The store was filled with a variety of candies, treats and drinks.

Super Special Awesome Fanime 2010

2010-06-01T16:02:00.000-07:00

I had a super special time at Fanime this year. Met some new people, hung out with all my old friends and just had a ton of otaku fun. even though i did have fun, the only thing that bugged me during the weekend was the hotel I stayed in and the people I stayed with. here was my weekend at fanime.

Thursday:

Got to the hotel at 12 to meet the people i was staying with. They helped me take my stuff up since there was a lot to carry up. There were three people and since i don't know any of their names i'll just give them nicknames to help me remember.
the girl who got the room was Sasuke.
the black guy who cosplayed tousen was ... well, Tousen.
the other black guy was Mario.
After that we all went to the train station to pick up one of the other people staying with up who we all called Roxas. i actually got along real well with Sasuke and Roxas. Once we were done with that, we all headed to get in line around 2. This is probably the most boring part of Fanime if your not with friends. We stood in line for about 3 hours. We all were just talking during the first hour but after a while the others just kind of went of into their own conversations, making me feel like the third wheel. just as the line started moving, Josh called and said he was on his way. I was happy because it's been so long since I've seen him and I'd have someone to talk too. Once he did get there and joined us in line, Josh went all fanboy when he discovered that Roxas was a Kamen Rider fan who happened to be a girl. He just kept going on about the fact that he finally met a girl Kamen Rider fan and talked about Kamen Rider non stop. I couldn't tell if she cared or not. As they went on talking about Kamen Rider, I felt a little jealous because Josh is MY friend and I felt like a third wheel AGAIN!
So after we finally go our badges around 5, we all head back to the room and grabbed our Swap Meet stuff to get in line for the Swap Meet. (Hurray, another line ...) There weren't many people in line but we still had to wait for another hour to get in. At least, that's what i thought. Some of the staff members came out telling us to line up by our given number. With 99 sellers, that's Fucking Impossible. it was still fun because I met some cool people in line behind Sasuke. Too bad i didn't get their names or couldn't find them during the Swap Meet. Helen and Johnny cut in line with us but i didn't care and it didn't really matter since they were letting people in by their numbers.
I was worried about how much I'd sell during the Swap Meet because last year I didn't even sell half the shit I was selling. I shared a half space with Bryan and Rob. This year, I sold everything between $1-10 and ended up selling more that have of my inventory and made more that $100. Bryan also bought me a Luffy pillow and the cutest Chopper plushie.

Around 11:30; me, Bryan and Rob decided to leave and get some food at Ihops. They dropped me off back at the con around 1 and i immediately went to the room.
This was the beginning of a almost sleepless fanime for me. Sasuke let me sleep in her bed with her since Naruto (one of the other roommates who has yet to arrive) wasn't there. I didn't fall asleep til 2 because everyone in the room was so loud. Around 5:30, I hear Sasuke complaining about Mario's snoring. Then Sasuke and Roxas start whispering (if you could even call it that) and bitching about people snoring and other shit while I'm stuck in the middle. What's worse was while Sasuke was complaining about how she use to had other people shoving her off to the edge of the bed at night, she was doing the exact same thing to me. I couldn't even get back to sleep because it was so uncomfortable.

Friday:

Everyone awoke at 7 o' cloak when some jackasses phone alarm started going off at the highest volume level. I attempted to go back to sleep but everyone decided to start talking that i just figured "What the fuck. I might as when get up!" Well apparently during those few hours i was asleep that night, one of the other roommates came to the room and claimed the spot i wanted. That space in between the beds. Now here's what really pissed me off, Sasuke got into the shower around 7 o' cloak but took her sweet ass time in there and got out around 9 o' cloak. A FUCKING TWO HOUR SHOWER!
I immediately jumped into the shower and quickly got out. (i take about a half hour max but i only took a 15 min shower).
I didn't leave the hotel until about 10 but there was nothing to due so i went to McDonald's to eat. If you know me, you know i hate McDonald's but i was craving chicken and i couldn't think of where else to get some chicken.
After stuffing myself with chicken-y goodness, i headed back to the con and walked around for a while and took some pictures.

I believe around 12:30, I found tony walking around so we decided to walk around together. Tony skipped school for fanime. Turning into quit the little delinquent aren't we tony. Anyways, it was pretty fun.

We waited for the Artist Alley to open at 2 and just looked at every booth. i usually don't buy things on Friday but i had to buy e1n's book. I heard about it earlier from his blog that he was releasing the first volume of his webcomic WAITT! so i bought it that day along with a One Piece print. He even signed the book. :D

After the Artist Alley, we headed to the Dealer's Hall and looked around there. Around 3:30 or 4, Bryan and Rob came and meet us in the Dealer's hall and we all just looked around for a while. Me, Bryan and Rob left at 5:30 to get in line for the FLOW concert at the San Jose Civic Auditorium across the steet. This was the one event I was looking forward to the whole con. The doors opened around 6 but we didn't actually get inside the auditorium until 6:30. The seats we got were pretty close, I'd say we we about 10 rows from the stage. The Concert started at 7 and didn't end till 9. This was the best concert I'd been to since the ZZ concert in 2006 (i think it was 06 or it might have been 07) While the concert was great, the only downside was that i couldn't hear a thing afterwords except for this ringing in my ear. I was starving so, we called Tony and Natsuki and asked if they wanted to go with us to Iguana's to get burrito's and stuffed our bellies with burrito-y goodness.

Found Ashely and she wanted me to go with her to the Nerd Courting panel. i kind of didn't want to go but i went anyways. I was pretty bored there but that might have been because i still couldn't hear anything. The only bad thing about going to this panel was that there was this one guy i there from the anime club that i was trying to avoid.

Around 1 in the morning, I get back to the room to sleep but find that there is no room anywhere on the floor because there are TOO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE! so i try to sleep on the arm chair that's in the back corner of the room. Didn't fall asleep until 2 but woke up at 4 because it was just so damn uncomfortable to sleep on that FUCKING CHAIR! So yet another night of no sleep.

Saturday:

Around 7:30 i decide to leave and post my homework but found it difficult trying to get out of the room because there was hardly any room for me to step without stepping on someone. I went down to the lobby with all my papers and notebook and started by reading my assigned homework and wrote responses to each one. Since their was no free wi-fi at the hotel, i went to the closest starbucks and typed out all my homework there and finished around 10:30. went back to the hotel and had to wait until 12:30 to take a shower but it was well worth it.

Went out around 1:30 and went to the artist alley to look around and find people. Took a pick of a Kuro (One Piece) cosplayer and found Tony cosplaying as a Grunt from Team Rocket.

Willickers

2010-05-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

So there's only 16 days until fanime.
so i already have a idea (actually it's like a list) of things i want to get while i'm there. the first thing that came to mind was the Freedom Gundam model kit.i've had my eye on this baby for awhile.i also want to see if any of the dealers will have the Rob Lucci figure that i've been trying to find for a long. i can find it in San Francisco sometimes but it's $70 and usually items at fanime can be a little cheaper.i know i make it a rule to never buy DVD's or Manga at cons but i'm really thinking about buying the Dragon Ball Kai season 1 boxset. funimation is releasing the boxset on May 18 so there should be at least one booth selling it. i also just heard the dubbed opening song by Sean Schemmel (the voice over for Goku) and it's fantastic. i didn't care for the ending dub because it sound very awkward. one things for sure, Sean Schemmel can sing. :)
speaking of Dragon Ball, i just saw the worst thing in the world last week; Dragon Ball:Eveolution. that's right, i watched the abomination that is the american live action adaptation of my all time favorite manga/anime series and boy was that movie a piece of crap. in the first 5 minute (and i'm not kidding on this) they were able to butcher the entire storyline just by explaining what took place years ago. what a load of shit this movie was.i hope hollywood doesn't continue with this series, just leave it be.

before I forget

2010-05-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

just wanted to talk about the two dreams i had last night before i go to bed and completely forget them. well the first one was like a zombie movie. i was trapped in a room (it looked like my nana's room) with a bunch of other people. there were two doors to get into the room and behind both doors were zombie trying to force their way into the room. well their was this man who i guess was a scientist and was building some sort of rocket or plane for us to escape. the other people and I kept guard at the doors while the scientist kept building. after a while (not sure how much time has past) the zombies force their way in but luckily for us the scientist finished the plane and we all escaped. then I woke up.
The second dream i had was with me, my dad and the guy i us to like all in this red car. it was dark and my dad was driving. i looked up to the sky and said to them," look! the moon looks like a crown!" and the moon actually was in the shape of a crown. above the crown shaped moon was a star the looked like a castle. my dad said make a wish and after a few seconds of silence the guy i use to like asked me what i wished for. i told him," if i told you, it won't come true." soon we came to a large hill, and when we got to the top it was suddenly day. looking over the hill was a valley and in that valley was Disney World! so we went in the park, but when i looked back my dad was still their but the guy i use to like was gone. well, me and my dad went on a few rides and then i woke up.

I'm On A Blimp!

2010-04-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

start my first day of work tomorrow. i also need to start my Childrens lit project.

NOW Get The Fuck Up! This Blimp Is Real!

so i saw that same guy from shoreline again. i felt like an idiot because i haven"t even asked what his name is. how am i suppose to greet him. "hey you." so he's not working the show tomorrow but he's working the one in may. i'm kind of hoping i'll meet him again soon.

OH! Next week, i'm going to see Ridley Pearson again. he's so great. i need to buy the new book.

On another note, FANIME's in like a month and i'm so fucking excited.

Fly High! Thousand Sunny Go!

2010-04-15T16:57:00.000-07:00

well, i feel like talking about things that happened recently. first off, Saturday was my Training/Orientation day at shoreline. Nikki and Zandra were both there as well. after the supervisor (or whoever they were) went over some general guidelines, everyone was split into different groups for a tour around shoreline. Nikki was sent to another group so it was just me and Zandra. after about two hours of lecturing, they split us up again into groups depending on our job. I'm a Ticket Scanner. it's a pretty easy job. we got to play around with some scanners. after that, we all had to fill out some paperwork for tax purposes. while working on the paperwork, i got help from this guy sitting next to me. at least they said we were getting paid for this day. hello fanime money! >:)
that also reminds me of the next day, Sunday, when me and my dad decided to go get pizza for lunch. we went to the Round Table near our apartment. when we went inside i saw one of the workers right in front of me and i thought he looked familiar. he turned to me and said Hi weren't you at shoreline yesterday. It was the guy who helped me with the paperwork. he seems like a really nice guy. the only weird thing about him is the way he talks. i'm not saying he has a lisp or anything like that but he talks so innocently. he talked like he was so pure and untainted from all the terrible things of the world. i felt weird talking to him because i felt like i was tainting. (i know. this probably sounds weird but i seriously felt like this.)
on Monday night i had an awesome Law & Order: SVU dream. it started off with Olivia and Stabler infront of a bank, drinking coffee. suddenly, there was an explosion from within the building and some people start running out; screaming their lungs out. one mans body and right eye are on fire while one womens mouth is burning. Then one girl (looks to be in her 20's), wearing a pair of giant square glasses, stumbles out and faints. as Olivia and Stabler rush out to help the injured, the girl with the square glasses jumps to her feet and starts laughing while shouting,"that was fun!" The girl was taken to the station for questioning but Olivia is already saying it was her. it cuts to another scene where Olivia, Finn, and one other person (probably Stabler, but i don't remember for sure) are on a theater stage talking about the girl with the square glasses and her death. apparently, she had been raped and murdered at the theater. the three of them are talking to a stage hand girl about the victim. Olivia was going over how the victim was probably surprised by being wrapped up in the curtains. Olivia looks across to the other side of the stage and sees the janitor. she ask him if she could talk to him. He sounds like David Odgen Stiers. after talking to him for a while, Olivia has her suspicions that he might have done it. this is were i woke up.
I also just picked my books i wanted to do for my Children's Literature class. they are Stella, Fairy of the Forest by Marie-louise Gay and The Dreamtime Fairies by Jane Simmons.

ChiChi wo Moge

2010-03-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

well i survived my finals week. Yay! i was mostly worried about my engilsh portfolio i had to turn in but i passed. so it turns out i'm still eligible for this years (09-10) fasa. i also got a job (finally) at shoreline just being a ticket scanner, but it will be my first job.

now for the otaku stuff:
Dude! there's like 4 more weeks till fanime. so excited. i think i might do a sanji (from One Piece) or red (from the pokemon games) cosplay for fanime because they're both really simple and can be put together before fanime. most likely i'll go with red. i also just realized that if bryan doesn't preregister that he can't do the thursday night swap meet with me. :(
both new One Piece and Bleach chapters were so awesome this week! Ichigo's dad appeared and was like shazam! i almost thought coby was going to get his ass kicked but that suddenly Shanks comes in the picture (and i was like O_o WTF!) and he was like "I JUST CAME BACK FOR MY MOTHERFUCKING HAT AND TO KICK SOME MARINE ASS!"

Live to see you smile

2010-03-18T22:18:00.000-07:00

Dude, i felt like shit this morning. i woke up at 6:30 to type out a paper before school started and the rest of the day just dragged out. had a conference with my English teacher to talk about the portfolio for my final that's due on Monday. he told me i had to type revisions for 4 of my essays and they're also due Monday. FUCK! this sucks! i also bought this album on itunes called Bayou boogies. it's just song sung by the cast from The Princess and the Frog. the songs aren't as good as the ones in the movie but i love all of Keith David's and Michael-Leon Wooley's songs. the best song on the album is called live to see you smile.
so i found someone on the fanime forum who will let me stay with them during fanime at the marriott. fanime so close, i can't wait.
i spent the last 2 hours making California rolls and onigiri with my dad for our lunches tomorrow.

They got them Bubble Gum Happiness you've been looking for!

2010-03-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

so i took the online interview and once again it said i did not meet the requirements for the services they need (or something along those lines.) i wasn't depressed about it as much as the first time i was rejected but it just makes me more determined to try again. still stressed about my EWRT class but ... whatever. i also bought the princess and the frog dvd. i fucking love that movie. Micheal leon wooley is such a great singer. not so excited about the next disney movie, Tangled. i might just be prejudice because mandy moore is the lead character and i hate her.

BUT WHY DO I LOVE IT SO MUCH

2010-03-16T14:28:00.000-07:00

i just listened to some Ricky martin songs and i love him! i don't know why and i don't care and i'm not ashamed to admit it. anyways, my finals are next week so i feel like i have so stressed. i still have to type my final essay and final paragraph for the lab. as i'm typing this i'm also watching the old alvin and the chipmunks movie. no not the cgi ones but the cartoon one. yeah, it had the chipettes.
signed up for my classes next quarter.one's a waitlist class so i can only hope i get into it. if I do get into that class here's how my schedule will look like:

Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday
10-12:15 Math114 English 1A	10-12:15 Math 114 English 1A	10-12:15 Math 114 English 1A	10-12:15 Math 114 English 1A
12:30-1:20 Intro to creative writing	12:30-1:20 Intro to creative writing	12:30-1:20 Intro to creative writing	12:30-1:20 Intro to creative writing
	3:30-5:15 Children's literature		3:30-5:15 Children's Literature

been writing a lot more and i'm trying to actually finish this story.
tomorrow i have my interview for the Disney World Careerstart program. i hope that i finally get accepted this time.

well ... whatever. i give up.

2009-12-15T23:27:00.000-08:00

well i finished all my finals and registered for all my classes for next quarter. i got math, English, econ2, and japanese1.
well other than that, i saw the princess and the frog yesterday and i loved it! yeah, there were some parts that were just ... Bleh but, i still fucking love the movie! i went with Bryan, Rob, Rory, and the guy i like and went to the theater in downtown San Jose. during the movie, he didn't talk at all and just kept checking his phone. it made me feel like he didn't even want to be there. then near the end of the movie, he took a phone call from someone talking about meeting after the movie. he left right after and i just felt depressed the rest of the night. well, i just give up on love. bleh.
i'm still determined to get into that Disney career start program. maybe I'll even try for the program in anehiem but i really want to work at Disneyworld.

self hate

2009-09-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

i fuck hate myself so much for my stupidity. went to borders today and you know what happened, i lost my fucking ipod! fuck! how did it happen. i put it away in my bag when i got their but when i left, i checked my bag and it was gone. not only that but yesterday was worst.

i did my web-based interview for the Disney career start program and i answered every question truthfully like you should. i was totally honest and you know what they said: we have no need for your services based on your answers. FUCK! this sucks. I've been waiting months to apply for this program and i was so excited. oh disappointment, you're never too far behind me are you? well, on the bight side, they said: you could reapply in march. great, what do i do til them.

i hate life.

i hate myself.

other than that, I've been obsessed with Sherlock Holmes. bought the all the books today, watching Sherlock Hound (it's a cute series), watched one of the movie with Jeremy Brett (don't remember the name of the movie though) and watched Dressed to Kill with Basil Rathbone. I'm in love with Basil Rathbone, he's the perfect Sherlock Holmes ever.

where have they gone?

2009-06-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

two weeks.
two weeks have gone by and i have heard no word from anyone.
where have all my friends gone?
this is mostly my fault though because i've terminated all contact with the outside world.
so what now?

i want to see him.
to hear him.
to tell him how i felt for him.
how i still love him.

regret and loss

2009-06-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

after meeting him, i felt confident. even enough to maybe tell him of my feelings for him. i was so full of hope that he might feel the same for me. his little gestures, the way we talked to each other: I've never had anything like this with anyone else. i wanted to tell him. i still do. but recently, it seems like he's avoiding me. well, maybe not entirely avoiding but somethings definite different since two weeks ago. simple little things he has said to me had shattered my heart and the little things he once did are gone. now that our time together is coming to an end, i feel empty.

you and I

2009-05-12T16:21:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in a while (and by that i mean in like a month). so yesterday,the guy i like asked me if i wanted to go to the hentai night with him. i wasn't sure if he was just joking or not so i didn't know how to answer him. i asked him about it today so i guess were going to watch hentai together Friday night (that sounds like a fucking date to me). does it sound a little weird to do that? oh well. anyways, 9 MORE DAYS! fanime is so close. cusre the tension of waiting. i'm a little disappointed with the musicfest line up this tear but thats ok.

a good day ... i guess

2009-04-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

school went by fast (probably because i only had 4 half hour classes).i was hoping to talk more to the guy i like but i just basically ended up being a delivery boy for him. walking to 6th period with ( i didn't have anymore classes i was just walking with him to his next one) he asked me to go but him something from 711 for him. so i go their and buy him a hot dog and some gummi worms and got myself a hot dog too and a twix. i get back to school, hoping to sit down and eat with him, and then find out he has a 7th period so i have to wait another half hour. school gets out and i give him his hot dog and he took my twix (bastard). he sort of complains to me about not putting any condiments on it but how the fuck was i supose to know what he wanted on it. i stay for anime club and as we all head over to the room, i look to see where he went and find out he left already to go to a street fighter tornoment. didn't even say thanks.
at anime club, we watched the 6th one piece movie because we didn't have the lecture hall because of the stupid track team, so we had club in a classroom. after the movie ended any most of the peaople left, the teacher in charge of the room put on 2 episodes of Flight of the Concords. it was so fun watching the david bowie episode!
i went how and the little boy and paul were finishing the banana bread they made and put it in the oven. then me and the little boy colored eggs for easter. i love spending time with the little boy doing things like this.
the thing that kind of made my day though was that at 6:44, i suddenly get a message from Him saying thx for getting me stuff from 711. i don't know why, but i just felt really happy.
OMG! i was just on FML and i found this one that made me laugh so hard. it seems like the sort of thing i'd do when i'm older.

Today, I woke up a little after seven. I felt sick to my stomach because last night was my bachelor party and I drank more than I ever have before. I checked my phone, and I had received 42 missed calls. It was seven o'clock pm. Today was my wedding day. FML
(LOLZ)

Dragon Soul

2009-04-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

so today, i went with my dad to go see i love you man. that was one fucking good movie. Paul Rudd is so funny in it and so was Jason Segel. before we saw the movie, we went to In-N-Out and got some hamburgers. my burger was burnt and tasted like salt every time i bit into it and the fries were like cardboard. it was just terrible.

I also watched Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood and Dragonball Kai!
They both were amazing and i especially loved their opening and ending songs.

does it hurt?

2009-04-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

i had a pretty fun day after school. Tia picked me up as usual but Nikki and Zandra were there today! first we went to in-n-out and basically had a tomato burger. then we went to pack and save and had an epic adventure throughout the store. when we went back to Tia's, me and nikki went to tapex to meet helen. we had some pretty intresting conversations. like, i text my friend the Terminator and asked him if it hurt to sneeze when you had a boner (obviously i wouldn't know being the girl i am) but it was hilarious.

mission accomplished!

2009-03-31T20:17:00.001-07:00

for the past few days, i haven't been feeling all that great. other than that, my days have been fine. i want to note that yesterday was Mayuri's birthday! Happy Bithday! yeah i know he's a anime character( from Bleach) but oh well. you bitchs can Suck It! he's one of my favorite characters. anyways, i truely think i am in love with this guy cuz he's so awesome and funny. i accomoplished in getting his number today and that makes me happy. i even texted him and he texted back! we even have plans to go to fanime together, he said he'd drive me there. it's like a date for anime nerds but it's not really a date. oh well, a girl can dream.

Damn!

2009-03-23T23:33:00.000-07:00

after school, time time seemed to go by so fast. i just watched bleach all day basically. so, after writing this little story for this contest, i posted it and realized it was posted after midnight (there time) the contest deadline was for midnight. Fuck! i hope she'll still take it into consideration. it was 11:30 here when i posted it. oh well.

so this was the little 100 word story i wrote for it:

Penelope was tired. She spent hours at her computer looking for any information about the faeries. For the past two week, a group of five Faeries had been following her everywhere. It seemed that she had attracted the attention of the leader of the group. He even used his Glamour to corner her at her locker during lunch, offering her a world of wondrous things. She couldn't leave her family or friends but the idea of leaving was one she took into consideration. She laughed to herself as she remembered that once upon a time, she thought faeries were awesome.

not the best but i did it in a hurry.

Focus

2009-03-17T23:17:00.000-07:00

Ki ga tsuku to kimi no koto wo miteru
Naname ushiro ni tatta mama
Kimi no kokoro no FOCUS boku ni
Atte iru ka na?

(Before I know it, I'm watching you
Still standing diagonally behind you
Am I the focus of your heart?)

Chiisana koro kara bokura wa issho datta ne
Hashitte koronde itsu demo waratta
Ima demo otona ja nai kedo ano koro yori bokura mo
Tooku hashireru yo ne

(We've been together since we were small
Running and falling, we were always laughing
I'm not grown up yet, but now I can
Run farther than I used to)

Ki ga tsukazu ni ireba yokatta koto dakedo ne
Ki ni narun da kimi no koto

(It would be better if I'd never noticed, but
I can't get you off my mind)

Naite bakari ita kimi ga ima wa
Hikari no naka de tatte iru
Kimi no kokoro no FOCUS dare ni
Atte iru no ka sore dake
Shiritain da

(You used to cry all the time
Now you're standing in the light
All I want to know is
Who is the focus of your heart?)

Donna ni senobi wo shitatte todokanakatta
Ano hi no tobira ga ima de wa hirakeru
Honto wa tsutaetai koto ga takusan aru keredo ne
Umaku ienain da

(No matter how much I stretched, I couldn't reach
But now I can open that door
The truth is I have a lot of things I want to tell you, but
It won't come out right)

Mamorarete bakari no bokutachi datta keredo
Boku ga mamoritai mono wa

(We were always protected
But now the one I want to protect is...)

Ki ga tsuku to kimi no koto wo miteru
Naname ushiro ni tatta mama
Kimi no kokoro no FOCUS boku ni
Atte iru ka na? Sore tomo
Kikenai yo ne

(Before I know it, I'm watching you
Still standing diagonally behind you
Am I the focus of your heart? Or...
I can't ask)

Naite bakari ita kimi ga ima wa
Hikari no naka de tatte iru
Kimi no kokoro no FOCUS dare ni
Atte iru no ka sore dake
Shiritain de

(You used to cry all the time
Now you're standing in the light
All I want to know is
Who is the focus of your heart?)

Parachute Express

2009-03-15T23:28:00.000-07:00

does anyone remember this song? I Love it!

finished The Summer King, finishing Peter and the Starcatchers and I'm going to read Peter and the Shadow Thieves next.

thats just how i like 'em

2009-03-13T23:49:00.000-07:00

so i was looking at this old post i made on this bleach thread on gaia, and i liked the response i got on it.
i wrote,"it's a tie between Kenpachi heart (that sexy beast) and Shinji heart!"
and the person after me responded,"ewwwiiiee kenpachi sexii???????? thats gross unless u like guys wit blood splattered all over ther bodies and scars everywere with a big ugly eyepatch looking like hes a pirate carrying around a 5 year old rofl".
Well Fuck You Bitch! That's exactly how i like them! That is a real man right there! the blood and the scars make him all the sexier.
Kenpachi I Love You!
(see Him in all his sexy Glory!)
i also read the latest One Piece and i want Fucking Bon Clay to join their crew. he'd fit in perfectly with them. and in the new Bleach, i was just like Holy Crap! WTF! Ichigo Died! NO! That can't happen! and Ishida lost a hand! what's going on?!

losing my grasp

2009-03-12T22:41:00.000-07:00

i haven't been so connected with people. i do not communicate well with others. I'm losing contact with everyone. always alone. but then again, i like to be by myself. i retreat to my books and to my mind. talking to myself as if characters from the books are there with me. sometimes i wonder about myself but them go back to my world of imagination.

can i escape this world?

this reality, this Insanity.

take me away.

Eye to Eye

2009-03-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

another boring day at school but after school, i had an interesting and hilarious time with Tony, Natsuki, and Josh. this was probably one of the highlights of my day. later today, i made empanadas (sp?) with Paul. i never realized i missed Daniel. he was always so funny. he us to be like a brother to me when i was younger. been chatting more on the wicked lovely forum. go here. i want to find more urban fantasy books, particularly one involving faeries. i also just wanted to put my awesome pic i made for Ace. Showing some love for my Love.

Hornswaggled. i love that word!

2009-03-09T22:22:00.000-07:00

my new fave quote, "He acts like he got fucking hornswaggled into being gay." -Kevin Smith.WTF! LOLZ! so i woke up late today. it was weird.i hated school today. i could not fucking comcentrate on anything and everytime i tried to read my book, the moment i opened it, something would happen to keep me from my books. so i went with my dad to wilson to ask about my grade from that class and i got a c. it's being sent to wilcox now, so i no longer have to worry about that. i just have to worry about keeping my grades up. expecially in english and physiology. just waiting for next week for that letter from disney telling me if i was accepted or not. i really hope i do get accepted! and i made these banana pudding things for y stupid 6th period class. health. i hate those people in that class. hope to make it through the rest of the school year.

Dinosuars: They lie to get what they want

2009-03-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

nothing big today. went to Stupid Walmart (hate going there! >/). then went to borders. my dad bought me The Hunter's Moon (which is another one of those few books that caught my attention at first page), The Blue Girl, and Dream Factory. later that day me, my dad, and Paul went to borders and got some movie. one of the movies we did get was Quarantine.

So if you want to kill yourself remember that i love you

2009-03-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

so i talked to my dad today about applying for the Disney program. i missed the deadline for the disneyworld one so I'm trying for the Disneyland one. i filled the application and faxed it today. this ones a 6 month program, the other was a four month. i really do hope i get accepted. wish me luck. ^-^ ♥

The Quiet One ... Me?

2009-03-04T23:40:00.000-08:00

need to stop fucking procrastinating and do this paper. but then again, it's in my nature to procrastinate and i just can't pay attention to it. Eyeshield is still Fucking Awesome! i noticed that my most recent post have been really short. it also could be because nothing really happened. oh well.

Prejudice can be so cruel ...

2009-03-03T23:56:00.000-08:00

so, i just started reading Eyeshield 21 and it's a pretty Fucking Bad ass Manga! i have to say that my favorite characters are Hiruma, Shin and Raimon. although, i love Hiruma more. he's such a bad ass!

time is running out.

2009-03-02T22:49:00.000-08:00

Ink exchange was OK but i still think Wicked Lovely was better. just been listening to a lot of songs, procrastinating on homework. the same old. i cannot think of how to begin this story that has been stuck in my head. I need to stop fucking procrastinating!

And No Disintegrating Others.

2009-02-28T23:54:00.000-08:00

Today was a LONG day. but it was fun. me and Nikki got up at 8:20, got ready, and were at the train station by 9:00( i was still sleepy) when we got to WonderCon, there was a gigantic line that went around the block. it did really matter because the line went surprisingly fast for how long it was. oh! while we were waiting in line, this awesome Darthvader was going around telling everyone some rules (like no pushing or cutting) and he turned directly to me came up close and said (to me! :3) "and No Disintegration Others." i thought that was just an awesome moment. so, after a couple of more minutes of waiting in line, we finally got to the front and got our tickets(yay). when we went into the dealers room, It Was PACKED. more packed than Fanime. and crowded places scare me. we went arond the atrist ally too. i found the Piximix panel and bought thius really awesome/Hilarious book called FanArt: The Full Otaku.
After wandering around, we found the autograph booths and we found E.G.DAILY! I love her!not only did i get an autograph from her but i got to take a picture with her!
(i look stupid in this pic because i couldn't stop laughing. i was just so excited to meet her.) the rest of the day we went around the dealer's room like ... 5 times and just bought some little stuff but it was fun. though, i think i personally like Fanime better.

and the fun begins!

2009-02-28T23:42:00.000-08:00

so on Friday, my dad totally surprised me by calling me during lunch and telling me he was going to pick me up and take me out of school to go to Wonder Con! I was so excited that i just left and waited for him in the office. he picked me up, i dropped my school stuff at home and we left. it only took us 40 minutes to get there but we could not find any fucking parking! so then we went straight to the registration line, bought our day passes and went to look for the autograph panel (the whole reason we went there). so the main problem i had with Wonder Con was that all the staff could not help me. i asked like 5 different people where the panel was and none of the knew what i was even talking about. we eventually found it and waited in line. this group of guys kept telling us (like they had to remind up or something.) that they were told that they were the end of the line. my dad just said, "lets just stay in line and they might let us still go in." (cuz we were one of the only ones behind them.) as we got closer to the entrace to the autograph area, i kept hopeing that they would let us in and guese what ... THEY DID! i was so fucking extatic.
So the first one i talked to was WILL ARNETT! and i have to say he was just hilarious! he wrote on my poster, 'NIA ... YOU INSPIRE PEOPLES AROUND S.F. but just the way he did it was hilarious.
then i meet Mitch Hurwitz. i was telling him about my cousin nikki and how she could be there that day, so he wrote, 'Wheres Nikki?' (LOLZ) i don't know who the guy after him was. i kinda felt bad about it.
anyways, i also got Henry Winklers autograph.(that's right, THE FONZ!)
Now the next one was from the person how i was most excited to meet and the whole reason we went to the con that day. TOM KENNY! that's right, you know him and if you don't i'm ashamed of you. he's fucking spongebob. i was so excited to see him, i didn't even know what to say. the only thing i really did say to him was, 'Hi' like the wuss i am. but the last guy after him was some i remember from my childhood. KENAN THOMPSON! it was so funny cuz he looked at mt dads tatoo on his arm( its a tatoo of a skull smoking a cigar) and he asked him, "is that skull smoking?" and tom kenny lokked at it and said, "no, he's smoking a blunt!" but with his spongebob voice and did the classis laugh. (my dad told me after that when he said that he was thinking,'wait... your spongebob. you can't say blunt." i've never been so excited in my life.
after that we looked through the artist alley and i saw MARK HAMILL! i SO wanted his autograph but would you know, it was $100! GOD DAMN! at lest i was able to get some pics of him(not the best though)

all she left was a shadow ...

2009-02-26T23:22:00.000-08:00

so today i brought all my books with me, waiting for classes to end. i was just kind of happy to be going to Tia's house. minutes past.
no calls.
no messages.
nothing.
soon 20 minutes past. i kept telling myself that they were late. that she'd call any minute saying she was coming and pull up in her white truck.
40 minutes pasted.
they forgot ...
they forgot me...

AND I DON'T GIVE A DAMN BOUT MY REPUTATION!

2009-02-25T23:48:00.000-08:00

been watching Freaks and Geeks. it's ok. but i LOVE Seth Rogan♥. i bought this book yesterday call Valiant, and it seemed a little slow at first but (i Love Gilbert Godfried! tee hee! he's so funny) it gets quite interesting as you get farther into the story. it's like an acid trip with mythical creatures. AWESOME! so today, i went to Barnes and Noble and i finally found my Ink Exchange! I'm so in love with this series! (especially Keenan Damnit!♥) i also found this wicked book called Give A Boy A Gun.

Rock Me Amadeus

2009-02-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

don't know why i like this song but i do (and i'm listening to it right now). so i went to borders today to look for Ink Exchange and they didn't have it and i was pissed. but they have it at Barnes & Nobles so i need to go tomorrow. i Really am obsessed with the Wicked Lovely Series. and the new one comes out in April. i am a total Kingling! Keenan = Love ♥ and anyways, it was another fun day in 5th period with Aleph, Than, and Brian. i need to stop fucking procrastinating on this stupid report for physiology! its due on Friday and i just started now.

and when all feelings fade ...

2009-02-24T00:21:00.000-08:00

lately, i've been resenting my life lately. i feel as if my days (i'm mainly taking about my school days) are so routine. one big thing that keeps going through my mind is my friends. my friends from school. i don't even really know them anymore. but then again, i don't think i ever really did know them. i feel closer to friends that i may see only once ever like ... two weeks or so.

my dad keeps bringing up that same topic over and over again, "nia, do you know what you want to do?"
and as always i respond with, "no, not really."

"well, it's ok. you can just do your general ed for two years then transfer to somewhere like San Jose State or San Fransisco State."

"yeah i guess so ..."

why does he seem so obsessed with me going to some big college like san jose or san fran?
lately, i've been thinking if ... do i really want to go to college? and if i do, what will i do. i'm not good at anything, and i can't do anything. i'm useless.

i really want to just leave this place. i want to be by myself. last week, most of the nights, i'd just climb out of my window after everyone fell asleep and just walk a couple of blocks for like an hour or so. just to get out. i like the feeling of doing stuff like this. but there was one moment, one night, when i did wish i had someone to talk to. i had no destination though, i wish i did.

Stay Now

2009-02-23T23:05:00.000-08:00

I finished my Wicked Lovely! i kind of was not satisfied with the ending but i still want to read the next one. I'll go tomorrow and get it. I give my love to Keenan but i don't like the Keenan/Donia pair. i was actually hoping for Keenan/Aislinn but oh well. 5th period was so awkward because Brian is just awkward to be around. though, i do like being around him. is that kind of weird? whatever.
i also had another dream with him.(in these blogs, I'm not going to say his name) it was me and Bryan visiting him like at some apartment place and after some random talk, we took this weird train that went to the mountains and into the forest or something. anyways the train went over Disneyland too. and we kind of spent the rest of the day there. it was just one bizarre dream.

Everyday I love you less and less

2009-02-21T21:47:00.000-08:00

so today was fun. went to borders with Nikki, Helen, Johnny, and Ashley. read some manga (lately i haven't been really watching anime or reading manga as much as i use to).dis i mention the epic battle of dragons and wizards we had at micheals? well it was AWESOME! then Johnny invited us to her house and she made us dinner. it was so fun, like when we talked about god being the avatar, Satan being a fire bender and Jesus being a water bender (HA! how lame.) oh, and Joseph is a crack bender, speading ecstacy in the air and thats why his coat was multicolored. anyways, i wanted to walk home because i only like walking after dark in the rain and before i could leave Nikki's house, Tia stopped me and told me she was driving me home. WTF! why does no one trust me with being by myself. i like it. why is it that everyone doesn't care if someone like Nikki or Bryan go out by themselves at night but when i try too, everyone has too fucking now everything about where i am or who I'm with. Expetually, my dad, he's so controlling and i fucking hate him for it sometimes. It drives me Insane! well, I've fallen in love with Wicked Lovely. it's such a good book. and i have to say, Keenan is my Favorite character since the moment they introduced him. It is one that i Highly recommend reading.

I Know You, I've Walked with you Once Upon a Dream

2009-02-18T21:45:00.000-08:00

So, i know this sound corny and or cheesy but i had a dream with the guy i still like. it was such an odd dream. it kind of reminded me of Coraline. it also had Nikki and Zandra in it. we were all at this two story white house but it for some reason had like a little attic and we were trying to find a way to the attic. well, we found a little door (just like in Coraline) that lead to the attic. then he comes along out of nowhere and wants to get to the attic too (for what reason, i have no idea). there a little window in the attic and we tell him to climb through the window. eventually he was able to climb his way up to the window and came in. that's all i remember of it.

anyways, went to borders and got Vampire kisses, Scrambled Eggs at Midnight, and Wicked Lovely.

when i was heading to Tia's house i ran into them so i followed them the rest of the day.

I've also been messing around with some pics. here are some that i really like.

You Are The One

2009-02-17T22:37:00.000-08:00

just been listening to music all day. went on a music downloading spree.
still want to go to borders.
got me and Nikki's Fanime tickets
I've also been on like some shoujo manga thing. to get me out of my writer's slump.
I feel so alone. I feel like I've cut off all connections to my friends. i want to be with them but at the same time, i want to get away from here.Anyone want to hang out?
that reminds me, i should get on top of that Disney Application and stop procrastinating.
what the hell am i doing anymore?
I feel as if my life is at a standstill. What do I do? please. tell me. help me.

a very merry unbirthday to me ...

2009-02-16T23:15:00.000-08:00

went to San Fransisco with my dad specifically, japan town. i usually love going there but today i just wanted to go to borders and be by myself. i didn't buy anything really but my dad got me Afro Samurai. i don't care what anyone says, i like Samuel L. Jackson. so, that was cool. then we went back home bought the cake and just had dinner. not really eventful. but then again, i didn't really want to have a party or anything. I just wanted to spend the day by myself reading or something. so now I'm 18. yay.

So Close

2009-02-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

Today was Valentines day! tee hee. anyways, my dad went to San Fransisco to spent Valentines day with one of his girlfriends. and i went with Nikki, Johnny, Helen, Pandy, Ashely, and Chris to Mitsuwa. we ate at a ramen place but for some reason everyone decided to go eat at that exact same place that day and since it was a small restaurant to begin with, we ended up waiting a half hour to be seated and our group was split in half. when we did get seated, i didn't even feel like having any ramen so i had some rice but the stupid policy at the restaurant was that there was a $5 spending minimum. well after that, we went to Mitsuwa and got some snacks ad then went to Pandy's house. We watched Repo: the Generic Opera. it was a weird movie and some songs were good while others were just plain bad.

I know this probably sounds weird but, I've been kind of talking to someone who i use to like (well, i haven't exactly been talking to him, just sending him messages on facebook). he use to go to our school and i still hold a little bit of that huge love i once held for him still in my heart. I'm just surprised he even responds to my messages. even though i didn't have the best day today, just him sending me a message made my hearts smile. (god, I'm so corny and cheesy! XD)

* just to note, this art is done by mintchoco. she is an Awesome Artist and you sould go look at her other stuff here

Warp ... DENIED!!!

2009-02-12T22:32:00.000-08:00

So, this is my day 4 of playing Fusion Fall and i finally got to go to the past but as i tried to warp, a pop up for upgrading would come up and when i closed it, i would still be at the same place. and every time i tried to warp out, it kept doing the same thing. AHHHH! I just want to play my game and find Ace.
we also celebrated my birthday today at my tia's house. the only reason we did this was because me and my dad were going to go to Disneyland for my birthday so my mom wanted to have a birthday for me before i left since i wouldn't be here for my birthday. but now, me and my dad aren't going because it's going to rain the whole time we would have been there. so my dad said we could go during springbreak and if we wait till then, we can bring someone with us. it was prety entertamimg. Nikki and Zandra are so funny. we didn' t do really do much but my birthday doesn't reallt seem like a big deal to me. i'm just more intrested in finding something to do over break. i kind of want to go to San Fransisco. and i also want to go to micheals and buy shirts and other stuff to make gangreen gang shirts and other cool shit like that.
and another little note, i've been obsessed with Jim Cummings. he's such a God Damn Fantastic Voice actor and he has such a good singing voice. he's one of my favorites.

FUSION!!!

2009-02-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

God Damn my stupid computer! i want to play my fusion fall but every time i open it, it will be fine for a minute and then it will freeze and say internet conection down. WTF! just let me play my godamn game! i'm now fucking hooked on this game. i really want to find ace cuz he's made of awsome.

i also need to finish my application for the disney careerstart program but stupid vernalde still hasn't done my letter of recommendation( i'm gonna punch him if he doesn't). and i need someone who has a fax machine to help me. that reminds me, i'm still alittle pissed at the fact that my tia (the one person i trust enough to tell about this) decided to hint to my dad that i wanted to talk to him about it. i don't! not yet at lest. thats the whole reason i confined this information to her. i'll tell him, but only if i get accepted into the program, if not then it's not worth it to even bring it up.

Do it to it.

2009-02-10T22:23:00.000-08:00

school sucked but any way, i went to good will today cuz i wanted to buy sweater vest but found this fuckingawsome red PSP shirt. just had to buy it. then i went to Micheal's and found the coolest thing EVER! A FUCKING BADASS FABRIC CUTTER!. so i got home and tried to do this design i saw on a shirt with my new FABRIC CUTTER but i kinda messed up but the shirt is still badass. i fucking love that thing. oh! for some reason, one of the bright highlight moments of my day that pops into my mind is that delicious Rainbow Sherbert that i bought during the Food faire at school. i've also been playing Fusion Fall for like two hours and have gotten to level 3 but now i'm Fucking Stuck and it pisses me off! luckily, my badass friend sonicluver101 will help me cuz she's just cool like that and made of winz! i epicly failz at that game but i still like it. k, well, i'm going to go back and play it. peace out hommies! X3

Happiness is a Warm Puppy ...

2009-02-09T23:49:00.000-08:00

alrighty then, first off, i saw Coraline with my dad, Nikki, Zandra, and Zack. it was an ok movie but the ending seem kind of ... eh, to me.

today was uneventful but i liked 4th period. all throughout class, i could just hear Rory behind my back repeating to himself, "do it to it". at first i kept thinking, isn't that from like, the goofy movie? and soon i found myself repeating it too. What does it mean?!

so, i want to go to goodwill tomorrow and look around. actually, it's probably cuz i want to find something that i saw and see if i can find something similar at goodwill. you never know. they could possibly have it. and i kind of want to go to Micheal's too. if i can't find it there then i'll just make my own.

(this is morrison3000 and she is made of awesomeness!) This is what i want to find. something like this. It's so fucking awesome and maybe I'll just make my own. I'd wear it like every fucking day! I'll need two though. one like this one but with the bottom part more orange. then the other one would be like this one but just going straight across instead of that rainbow like pattern. and the top part would be red and the bottom part would be purple. ...yeah!

"NOW WE TAKE OVER TOWNSVILLE! Super Gangreen Gang style!" -Ace

Rainy Days, Don't go away

2009-02-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

So yesterday was the day i've been waiting for because it was the Big Rainy Day. ever year, when there finally is a big rain day, i wait til school ends and i go around the school jumping in the puddles and just have the time of my life. some people, like my stupid cousin, tell me i should be doing something so childish because i could get sick but i never listen to them. Some think that gloomy rainy days are depressing, and then there's Josh (my anime junkie one) who says "he likes the rain becuase no one can see my tears." he can be so stupid sometimes. he's just quoting anime. but he's funny and i'm jealous that he gets to go to japan. I Love the rain. It clears my mind of all my problem but it still keeps me thinking of happy thoughts. Like a spoonful of sugar. after puddle jumping around the school for 2 hours, I went home and took a shower.

So then, i email Mr. Vernaelde the link to the site so he could write me my recommendation for the Disney Careerstart program. i want to sent it as soon as possible. This has been one of the only things running through my mind for the past couple of weeks. It's something that i really want to do.

Today those to kids were here and we tried to take the little boy to the movies to go see Coraline but when we got there, if was sold out. well at least we got ice cream. we also watched Madagascar 2 and it was so funny.

well, anyways, my dad is going to take me and nikki and zandra to go see Coraline. i so happy. i've been waiting to see it.

what to do ...

2009-02-05T22:22:00.000-08:00

So, today i went to my cousins like i usually do on thursday and i told my tia about want to do that disney career program. i can usually go to her for things like this. she told me that she was glad i found something i wanted to do and that i should tell my dad. I'm kind of afraid to not because he'll be angry or anything, i'm afraid of disappointing him. i know he really wants me to go to college and i do want to go. just not right now. maybe after i figure out what i want to do with my life but i really don't know. this is something i really want. to get away from everyone and leave my worries behind. well, i hope i get accepted and i need to see if Vernalde will write me a recommendation. i can't wait till this all ends.

Seiyu: Part 1

2009-02-03T16:21:00.000-08:00

So, after doing the Voice actor list, i decided to make one for my favorite Seiyuu (Japanese Voice Actors). just like with the other list, i will do it in parts because there are so many voice actors that i just love.

Emiri Kato - Momoka in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; Kagami in Lucky Star; and Blair in Soul Eater.

Makiko Omoto - Ken in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; and Miss Monday in One Piece.

Tomoko Kaneda - Chiyo in Azumanga Diaoh; Peach in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; and Nel Tu in Bleach.

Masashi Ebara - Gai in Naruto; and Mojo jojo in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!

Chigusa Ikeda - Himeko (Princess) in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!

Reiko Kiuchi - Brick in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; and Daisuke in Digimon adventure 02.

Koki Miyata - Yujito in Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles; Winner Sinclair in Karin; Shimon in Harukanaru Toki No Naru de Hachiyo Sho; Snake in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; Ken in Kyo Kara Maoh!;and Yamada in Bleach.

Mitsuaki Madono - Kon in Bleach; and Ace in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!

Ryusei Nakao - Freeza in Dragonball Z; Kare(Him) in Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z!; and Mayuri in Bleach.

Yumiko Kobayashi - Excel in Excel Saga; Poemy "kobayashi" in Puni Puni Poemy; and Black Star in Soul Eater.

Mamoru Miyano - Kiba in Wolf's Reign; Light in Death Note; Tamaki in Ouran High School Host Club; and Death The Kidd in Soul Eater.

Kenichi Suzumura - Seiji in Sensitive Pornograph; Kilik in Soul Eater; and Hikaru in Ouran High School Host Club.

Maaya Sakamoto - Aura in .Hack// Legend of the Twilight Braclet and .Hack//SIGN; Tadaka in Death Note; Aerith in Final FantasyVII Advent Children; Princess Tomoyo in Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles; Crona in Soul Eater; and Haruhi in Ouran High School Host Club.

Koki Uchiyama - Roxas in Kingdom Hearts series; and Soul in Soul Eater.

Yoshinori Fujita - Justin in Soul Eater; and Kaoru in Ouran High School Host Club.

Junko Noda - Miyuki in Strawberry Panic!; Nygus in Soul Eater; Kitsune in Love Hina; Veemon in Digimon Adventure 02; Tatsuki in Bleach; and Tashigi and Young Franky in One Piece.

well, i'll stop here for today.

Voice Actors: Part 1

2009-02-02T22:03:00.000-08:00

So i decided i want to make a list of Voice Actors that i love. keep in mind when i say that they are ones I like but i will also put voice actors that i think just need to be mentioned or deserve some reconization. and because there are so many voice actors and so little time (actually, it's just me getting tried of typing) i'll do this list in parts (hence the Part 1 in the title). so here are the first ones that come to mind.

Cathy Cavadini - Tanya in American Tail: Fivel goes West; Norma-Jean in Happy Feet; and is most known for her role of Blossom in The POWERPUFF Girls.
Tara Strong - Kaya in Princess Mononoke; Spot in 101 Dalmatians: the Series; Dil Pickles in The Rugrats; Melody in The Little Mermaid ll: Return to the Sea; Tad, Britney Britney,Blonda, ManDie,Poof, and Timmy Turner in The Fairly Oddparents; Ingrid Third in Fillmore; Raven in Teen Titans; Terrence in Foster's home for Imaginary Friends; and Bubbles in The Powerpuff Girls.
Kath Soucie - Fifi la fume, snezzer in Tiny Toon Adventures; Dexter's mom in Dexter's Laboratory; Lola Bunny in Space Jam; Daisy Duck in Quack Pack; Miriam Pataki in Hey Arnold; Betty, Phil and Lil in The Rugrats; Gus in Recess; Tish in The Weekenders; Blake Grippling in As Told By Ginger; and Maddie Fenton in Danny Phantom.
Elizabeth Daily - Voice of Froggy in The Little Rascals Movie; Louie in Quack Pack; Tommy Pickles in The Rugrats; Rudy Tabootie in Chalkzone; little Mumble in Happy Feet; Voice of Bamm-Bamm in The Flinstones (film); Dottie in Pee-Wee's Big Adventure; and Buttercup in The Powerpuff Girls.
Tom Kane - Darwin in The Wild Thornberry's; MonkeyFist in Kim Possible; Mr. Herriman in Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends; and Professor Utonium, Him, and Talking Dog in The Powerpuff Girls.
Tom Kenny - Heffer in Rocko's Modern Life; Dog and Cliff in CatDog; Spongebob, Gary, and Patchy the Pirate in Spongebob Squarepants, Carl in Johnny Bravo; Edwardo in Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends; and The Mayor, The Narrator, Mitch, Snake and Lit' Arturo in The Powerpuff Girls.
Roger L. Jackson - The Cheshire Cat in American Mcgee's Alice; and Mojo jojo and Butch in The Powerpuff Girls.
Jim Cummings - Shredder and Leatherhead in Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle; Don Carnage and Louie in Talespin; the singing voice for Chef Powhatan in Pocahontas; Long John Silver in The Pagemaster; Winnie the Pooh and Tigger in The New Adventures of Winnie The Pooh; Maurice in Marsupilami; Ed and the singing voice of Scar in The Lion King; General in Laputa: Castle in the Sky; Pete in the new disney Shows; Darkwing Duck in Darkwing Duck; Monterey Jack and Fat Cat in Chip and Dale Rescue Rangers; Skrawl in Chalkzone; Cat in CatDog; Mister Bumpy in Bump in the Might; Bonkers D. Bobcat in Bonkers; Steele in Balto; Rasputin (singing voice) in Anastasia; Razoul in Aladdin (TV Series); Fuzzy Lumpkins in The Powerpuff Girls; and will also play Ray in the new upcoming movie The Princess and The Frog.
Jeff Bennett - Peppermint Larry in The Misadventures of Flapjack; Dr. Jacques Von Hampsterviel in Lilo & Stitch: The Series; Johnny Bravo in Johnny Bravo; Dexter's Dad in Dexter's Laboratory; The Narrator and Twinkle the Wonder Horse in Dave the Barbarian; Baloney in Animaniacs; and Grubber, Big Billy and Ace in The Powerpuff Girls.
Rob Paulsen - PJ in Goof Troop; Mark Chang in The Fairly Oddparents; Gordon in Catscratch; Carl Weezer in The Adventure of Jimmy Neutron; Box Ghost, Technus, and Jack Fenton in Danny Phantom; Rueben/Experiment 625 in Lilo 7 Stitchthe Series; Fowlmouth in The Tiny Toon Adventures; Pinky in Pinky and the Brain; Squishington in Bump in the Night; Raphael in Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle; Brick and Boomer in The Powerpuff Girls; and Dr. Otto von Scratchansniff, Pinky, and Yakko Warner in The Animaniacs.
Jess Harnell - Secret Squirrel in 2 Stupid Dogs;and Wakko Warner in Animaniacs.
Kevin Michaek Richardson - Gantu in Lilo & Stitch; Skulker in Danny Phantom; Uncle Pockets in Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends; and The Boogie Man in The Powerpuff Girls.
Mark Hamill - Muska in Laputa: Castle in the Sky; The Joker in The Batman animated series; Larry 3000 in Time Squad; and Fire Lord Ozai in Avatar: The Last Airbender.

Well ... this is where i will end today.

"Touch me" - Powerpuff girls z ending song

2009-02-02T19:46:00.000-08:00

i just really love this song so i just want to put up the lyrics

"Touch me" - PPGZ

Romanji

Touch!
Give me one more touch!
We'll show the change for energy
Touch!
Yubisaki wa kiseki ni furetagaru
Tobikonde mireba kitto soko wa
Fanfare kiseki no kachi pattern
kono joutai kanari Amazing?
Watashitachi ga koko ni iru wake wo shiritai
Kanjiru desho? my weapon is blue
yatte mitara kimi ni mo dekichau kamo
demo ni saigo no saigo made
himitsu wa don't look perhaps oshiete agenai
Touch!
Give me one more Touch!
We'll show the change for energy
Touch!
Yubisaki wa kiseki ni furetagaru
Flying High
High and High
Jumping High
Running High
Touch! Touch! Touch!
Give me one more Touch!
We'll show you the change could be in my energy

Translation

Touch!
Give me one more touch!
we'll show the change for energy
Touch!
My fingertips are showing a miracle
If you jump in, it'll definitely be there
Fanfare! a miraculous winning pattern
isn't this situation pretty amazing?
want to know why we're here?
Can you feel it? My weapon is blue
If you tried i'm sure you can do it too
But in the very, very end ...
The secret is Don't look! Perhaps! I won't tell
Touch!
Give me one more touch!
we'll show the change for energy
Touch!
My fingertips are showing a miracle
Flying High
High and High
Jumping High
Running High
Touch! Touch! Touch!
Give me one more touch!
we'll show you the change could be my energy

don't know what to title post.

2009-02-01T22:57:00.000-08:00

So i never realized how much i loved playing Kingdom Hearts 2. I Fucking LOVE that game. i think i'll probably start replaying it just for the hell of it.

On saturday, i saw Taken with my dad and i have to say it was a fucking good movie. i highly recommend it.

Today, i went bowling with Bryan and Rob at the moonlight lanes and i totally whooped their asses at it. hellz yeah am i good at bowling! after playing one round we left to the mercardo to see if My Bloody Valentine was playing, because Bryan wanted to go see for god knows what reason. it wasn't playing their so we decided to go to the vallco mall and see if it was playing at that AMC. it turns out it was and we went and saw it. (we bought some coldstone too) after just watching 5 minutes of it i was fucking bored out of my mind (it also had a hella lot of trailers that seemed to take up about a half hour) about half way through i was falling asleep, my eye hurt watching it in 3-D and my ass was falling asleep as well. i even retreated to the bathroom just to be away from watching that movie. an that was it.

I've also been considering what i'll do after high school. i actually have one consideration in mind that other might think is stupid or might laugh at but i've been looking at this program at disney that offers jobs for graduating high school student or college student. i would love to work at Disney. i might look more into it.

And for the past two days, i've been watching the Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z! and i fucking love it (i realize how much i love to say fuck) I love the Gangreen Gang and Mojo but Ace is still the best (yes, i am such an Ace fangirl. ♥Tee Hee. x3) . haven't finished it yet but i'm about half way done.

(Just another one of my fav pics of Ace. ♥

so ... i'm going back to watching PPGZ. see you laterz.

POWERPUFF!!!

2009-01-28T22:14:00.000-08:00

So these past 3 days, i've just been fucking happy! after school on monday, i decided i'm going to go after school to best buy to see if they have the powerpuff girls dvd. when i got there, i headed straight to the kids dvd setion (because i just assumed it was there) but i was so sad when i couldn't find it there. so i just start looking at other dvd's and this random guy just starts talking to me about all these old shows that he remembers and ones he likes. he eventually left after awhile and as i turned around and what do you know it, right there under the television boxset section, is the POWERPUFF GIRLS! i immediatly grabbed it and went straight to the register. it was about $45 ($50 with taxes) but it was ALL worth it. i've been watching it since then. after that i walked to borders and found these really awsome books. i found this one in the philosophy section titled: Nerds who they are and why we need more of them. it is probably one of the funniest and cutest books i have read. just after reading one page and i immedialty feel in love with it. the other book i bought was Lewis Black's Nothing is sacred. i think he is my favorite comedian. i was going to get his other book too but i decided to get my dad a book of Walt Whitmans poetry instead. i got home and just watched the powerpuff girls the rest of the day.

nothing really happened at school but when i got home the little girl and little boy were there. they are so adorable. i put on the powerpuff girls and they were just hooked on it, expecially my little boy. he curled up right next to me and just watched it with me. i love those children so much. i only hope the best.

Today, all my class not only were just plain boring but they seemed so incredibly fucking long! i finally got an appointment with my counseler to drop CHAMPs. now for first period, i get to T.A for Mr. Vernalde (A.K.A. the only Awsome Teacher). technically, he doesn't have a first period but he signed my slip thing so now i get to see him in the morning.

so far it's been ok. let's see how the rest of the week goes.

and after all this has ended

2009-01-25T18:03:00.000-08:00

lately, all i've been thinking about is what i want to do after high school. my dad says just go to a community college like de anza, which is where i want to go if i do go to college. but, i've been having thoughts about if i even want to go to college. it's just that, i want to get away from here. i've been kinda thinking that after school ends, i want to take time and go explore for awhile. i want to go to places like seattle, l.a., new york, and other places. i won't tell anyone but i'll try to keep in contact with friends. i want to just hop on the nearest bus and take it all the way to the end of the line. i'll just leave in the middle of the night, with a backpack full of clothes and money. just for one summer, all alone. even though i'd be alone, i don't thinks i'd be lonely. i like being by myself. i wonder if anyone would even know if i'm gone (other than my family). i want to do this just to escape the feeling of routine and being watched all the time. i want freedom. i want to get away from the chains that i feel my family puts on me. i'm not saying that i hate them for it, they just care for me but i don't want to stay here.

so, other than my plans of escape, i've really been obsessed with the Powerpuff Girls. i want to go buy that new DVD with the entire series. i'll probably go tomorow to best buy and see if they have it there.(Fuck Yeah) i've also been trying to watch that demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z! i realized that there aren't many episodes with my favorite charactes though. it makes me sad. T-T the Gangreen Gang are the best but my favorite is Ace. he so smexy (this is one of my few fangirl moments) tee hee. I actually think he looks good in the anime too but i'm not so sure about the others. snake looks like some uke in that little sailor outfit. lit' Arturo is a girl!? Grubbers head looks like and eggplant and i'm not so sure what to say about billy. But any way, Ace is still awsome! and i love Jeff Bennet (he the Voice Actor). i never realized he's done voices for some many cartoon shows.

well that it ... for now.

Finals Finally Over

2009-01-17T00:29:00.000-08:00

OK, so this week was finals week and I'm so fucking tired from it now. that and I've been kind of sick the whole week too.so let's talk about the week.

Monday - regular day, just lots of last minute review in all the classes.

Tuesday - we had our first period finals. my first period was C.H.A.M.P. s (stands for Culinary Hospitality And Management Program.) This final was a two part final. the first was to turn in the final draft of our project Kayleigh and I have been working on over the span of the entire semester, in which case me and Kayleigh didn't complete all of it but a majority of it. well, the week before, Kayleigh said she would talk ALL the papers and type them out. i even asked her if she wanted me to take some but she said "no. it's fine." so first off, the final was suppose to start at 7:30 am. so i get there around 7:10 am just to make sure that i would be late and to wait for Kayleigh. time goes by and the bell rings, so i head to the class and Hector is the only one out by the class. we start talking about how it would suck if we were the only ones that actually showed up for this class or if chef didn't come that day. 10 minutes pass, so we decided to wait over where chef parks. along the way we see this guy from our class pass by ( i think his name is Ansel ... i don't really care.) and we ask where he was going. he tells us that chef told the people from our class during the week that class would star at 8:30. so we were all like ... WTF! Hector went off to meet his friends and i sat outside in the front of the school for AN HOUR FREEZING MY ASS OFF!!! i listen to my music and read Peter Pan. about 10 minute before class started, i texted Kayleigh and asked her where she was. when i got back to the class, other people were already inside But neither Chef or Kayeigh are still there. it turns out that Kayleigh texted chef earlier that morning and said she wasn't coming today. no, she didn't tell me and i was just fucking pissed. she always does something like this. all i had was our restaurant model and a market survey. and then chef gave us a test in which i could not remember a single thing. i already know i failed so, i just don't give a damn anymore. the rest of the day was just regular class but they where only 40 minutes each.

Wesnday - today we had our forth and fifth period finals.my forth period was my English final in which we just had to turn in our final paper for A Streetcar Named Desire. i didn't care for the book. then for the rest of the class, we watched Good Morning Vietnam. it was a good movie but i love that class because Mr. Vernalde was my favorite teacher (even though i probably failed his class too.) My fifth period was physiology. it was pretty simple. it was just a 100 question multiple choice test and answering four essay questions. i finished in less than an hour and was bored the rest of the time. everyone was soon finished and everyone was just chatting away or playing cards ( me being one of the chatty people but so chatty.) after school ended, i went to my afterschool class (this being an english class to make up for the failing grade i got in my freshmen year. i'm not the best student. i procrastinate alot.) and after that i was happy because iwas going to my cousins house (Nikki and Zandra). they are probably like my two best friends. i was spending the night because i didn't have class on Thursay. we wached Ferris Buller's Day Off and The Three Caballeros. and while watching Ferris, Zandra stared at me and suddenly yell "SPIDER!" i thought she was just joking but i turned my head to the left and right next to my face was this giant white spider and i just freaked out. now, i like spider but when i see one too close to me, i just panick. we went to bed earlier because me and Nikki were going to meet Zandra at Jack in the Box the next day.

Thursay - so i woke up a couple minute before 8:00 and i was just sweating like crazy. there vent was open and the heater was like on full blast the whole night. my nose was stuffed up and i could hardly breath throughmy mouth. so i just got up (quietly so i didn't wake up Nikki) and got out of the room as fast as possible. Nikki got up soon afterwards and we got ready and left to meet Zandra and her friends at Jack in the Box. it was pretty fun meeting Zandras friends. they were quite intresting. one was joking about dead babies. (lol) they left arounf 9:40 to go to school and me and Nikki went back home. around 12:40,Nikki had to go to her class till 5:00. so eventually it was just me and my tia (who is probably more of a mom to me then my actual mom) but around 1:20, she gets a call from Zack's NIkki and Zandra's little brother) school saying he's sick and needs to be picked up. so, i went with her to get him and came back. although, i was just feeling crappy the rest of the day. i was s sleepy. i took a 2 hour nap and i still felt bad. soon Nikki and Zandra came back from school and Nikki left to her room and Zandra fell asleep on the couch.

Friday - so today, we had our second and third period finals. my second period final was my economics final. another 100 question test with a seprated page to draw certain graphs, i finished this in an hour so for the other hour i read Mary Poppins and Bed knobs and Broomsticks. after that, we had a 20 minute break before the next final and i meet one of Joshs' friends (don't know his name) and we went into a full conversation about Yaoi and Hentai. it was pretty funny though and i hope to talk to him again. Third periof was my Japanese Final and once again it was another 100 question test. and once again, i finished in an hour. this day (other than the 20 minute break) was quite boring. after school ended, i went to anime club. i really wasn't planning on stay because i've already seen the episode they were watching and i didn't really fell well still but i had fun talking to Kayleigh and Sheldon about the anime. we watched soul eater, episodes 4 - 6. we started talking about sadist and pedophiles and how in animes it's always the black guy( no trying to sould effensive or anythink, we were just joking around) is always the one to become the bad guy or something along those lines. though the best part was when we were watching episode 6 and there was this kind of Shonen Ai moment. everyone just started laughing there ass off. i left after that and when i went home, the Little Boy (that's what i call my little nephew) wanted me to watch him play his video games. we ended up playing Kingdom Hearts 2 (him playing and me guideing him on what to do or where to go) for 3 hours. i absolutly love the Little Boy. he's just so adorable and he love Kingdom Hearts.

well, that's it for now, and i'm just really fucking tired so good night.

First Post

2009-01-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

so, i know there are probably going to be no one reading any of this (and i wouldn't blame you) but i still want to just write about things that go on.

I'm a senior at Wilcox high and am currently 17. in about a month, I'll be 18.

I am obsessed with Anime and Manga with Bleach, Soul Eater, and Kyo Kara Maoh being my current favorites at the moment.

so i want to write about today. me and my family had to go to brunch for my aunt's birthday (what the hell is she, 16 still!) we ended up waiting not only 30 minutes to be seated, but an hour to actually get our food! that Fucking Pissed me Off! well, after that it got better because me and my dad went to go to the movie. we went to see Yes Man and it was a decent movie. not the best but it had it's lol moments. after the movie ended when we were leaving, my dad said we should go see another movie so, we saw that Bolt was starting in 5 minutes and decided to go see that as well. I'm just glad the manager that was standing across the hall didn't see us sneak in.

one last thing i want to talk about in this note is about how in the last couple of days, i keep thinking about this one guy who i have two classes with. on Thursday (what day was that? ... the 8Th.) this guy, Brian, was trying to take one of my friends, Aleph, chair so i was trying to take it back. i tried to kick him in the crotch but he caught my leg and took my shoe and threw it. well, he left after that and went to his normal seat. when we went into the lecture hall we started taking crap to each other and i thought he was pretty funny. so then i told his that i was going to kick him in the crotch later and he scared me by not only telling me (in detail) that he was going to punch me in the crotch but then he starts telling me to kick him, punch him and start twisting his nipples. i was just thinking ... WHAT THE FUCK?! so i moved one seat away from him.

The next day, in my 4Th period class, i was sitting at my desk and he passed by. so i thought, when he turns around, I'm gonna do it. i took off my shoe and when he passed by me again, i used it to smack him in the crotch. he said "oh Nia, you ruined my sweater." not like he was angry but more of in a playful way. so he grabbed the strap of my bag and i grabbed my bag and he started to pull it away. still being in my seat, he started to drag my desk toward the center of the class. one of my friends, Chris, also helped me but Brian pulled it harder and my desk started to come down. but he caught my desk and helped me up.

so ... that's it for today.